The End Is Not The End

Greetings my friends.   Please know how happy I am to be writing this to you from home rather than a hospital bed somewhere and better still that I am writing this at all.  This year has had its challenges but with the help of some really special friends and family I am regaining much from this time last year.

First, let me say that being alive to celebrate going into 2018 I will remember for the remaining days of my life.  Going into 2017 was not a smooth ride for me at all. 2017 came in with a rather huge bang for me and one that no one was expecting (especially me).  But thankfully God, has had the final say so and He is not ready for me to go to be with Him.

So, that aside the trials that there were signs of possible cognitive lapses in my mental ability at the beginning of the year since no one knows for sure how long I was unconscious last Dec.   But gladly after having some serious testing there is no long term damage to my brain at all.  All the side effects for most parts have left (they show themselves when I am seriously exhausted and not doing a good job taking care of me) and thankfully my brain is normal (the MRI I had done in mid year showed that I had a very impacted sinus infection however).

I thank God for all the people who prayed for me and I am so thankful that God is not done with me yet.  I love Him more and more every day.

It has been a hard fight this year.  I have felt like I was standing still when the world was moving full throttle, but God has been faithful and He has shown up every time I needed Him to.  Whether, it was someone bringing me food or someone wanting to come just to spend time with me and that helped some.

I look forward to moving along in 2018 and I want to say right now I pray that God will bring complete healing for me and all those who suffer throughout the year.

SO, moving into 2018 I desire to be all that God wants me to be and I want to be all that I am for His good works and His will to be completed.

Thank you for all my friends…  Love you much,


About leftnfree

I am a flawed Christian who loves Jesus more than anything. Originally from the east coast of the US (Philadelphia, Pa). Currently living in Az. I am a single female who has no children. I do have a bunch of nieces and nephews. I do love to dance, swim, sing, travel, and play. I love dogs and am allergic to cats an sulfa. I don't drink or do street drugs or abuse prescription drugs. I love the USA and am ashamed of some of the folks that are running the show in DC (both parties). Personally, I don't think that our founding fathers intended for the service of our members of congress was supposed to be a life long job. I think that they meant for it to be short term. I love all kinds of movies but classics are becoming my favorite more and more. I do not like much of what is on television today because the world of make believe "reality tv" is unreal, and the rest well I just don't like the animation programs either. I love Jesus and try to serve Him with all I am becoming more an more like Him daily. I may stumble and I may make a mistake but I can always count on the loving arms of my Jesus and my Heavenly Father to come pick me up again and help me stand. I am not afraid of trying or failing but I am afraid of bragging and doing it on my own. I try to love all people and help all people (sometimes it works and sometimes it doesn't). But even in that God is my all an all. That is who I am. Nothing more and nothing less. What you see is what you get. Like I said at the beginning I am flawed. I am human, and while I am not sinless I am able to sin less and help others to learn how to sin less. God is good. I hope that you enjoy reading the things that I write.
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6 Responses to The End Is Not The End

  1. leftnfree says:

    Reblogged this on Forging4th and commented:

    Thanking God for another year!

  2. Amazing! You are here to speak of his goodness, his healing power, and His Love. I will agree and pray for complete healing. Thank you for sharing and a Happy New Year.

    “Nevertheless, I will bring health and healing to it; I will heal my people and will let them enjoy abundant peace and security.” ~ Jeremiah 33:6

  3. mahdheebah says:

    This is nice, God is always with his children, and he never lets off on an opportunity show it, your story is truly amazing….God bless and heal you tremendously this new year 💕

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