Moving into 2015

So here it is 2015…

For me 2014 held a good many discussions and a lot of God changes.  While not all were  pleasant changes God was the Gentleman that He always is and He moved me mightily along…  Probably the hardest challenge for me in 2014 was learning to disengage from electronics and trust the Maker of my life.  Yesterday I deleted 250, 000 (yes the number is accurate) emails that I had saved and cancelled 30 on line subscriptions and even managed to reduce the number of “good reads”(on line devotions from 45 to 4)…  God is a God of order.  One of the 1st assignments my mentor gave me in 2014 (she actually gave it in 2013 but she was not my mentor then but a friend)…  So she told me to disengage with emails and computer, disengage from the phone… It took nearly 1 year but I think I can safely say progress has been made…

The last week of 2014 God revealed what He was going to at least do in the beginning of 2015 and it had to be dealt with before the stoke of the midnight clock.  Lets say that for 48-72 hours deep tears fell and fell and fell…  While for now God is asking me not to share it publicly it will be both a letting go and also a deep, deep, deep wound healing.   It will grow me ready for ministry and  with more confidence.  I ask that you hold me in prayer as I walk through this time…  It will require upright boldness and a level of trust with both God and others to walk through this to the other side.

So, as we are into day 2 of 2015 God is saying for me to lean into Him with all of me..

No resolutions will I make because they don’t matter.  What God is asking of me is to trust Him in the piercing and trust Him in the healing…

May 2015 bring you my readers (and many my friends) a life that God wants you to have.  May you let go of the quick and go for the deep.  May God be the highlight of your day.

Thanks for reading and commenting in 2014 and may each of you read and enjoy in 2015.

“And I am sure of this: that the One who began a good work among you will keep it growing until it is completed on the Day of the Messiah Yeshua” (Philippians 1:6 complete Jewish Bible)

About leftnfree

I am a flawed Christian who loves Jesus more than anything. Originally from the east coast of the US (Philadelphia, Pa). Currently living in Az. I am a single female who has no children. I do have a bunch of nieces and nephews. I do love to dance, swim, sing, travel, and play. I love dogs and am allergic to cats an sulfa. I don't drink or do street drugs or abuse prescription drugs. I love the USA and am ashamed of some of the folks that are running the show in DC (both parties). Personally, I don't think that our founding fathers intended for the service of our members of congress was supposed to be a life long job. I think that they meant for it to be short term. I love all kinds of movies but classics are becoming my favorite more and more. I do not like much of what is on television today because the world of make believe "reality tv" is unreal, and the rest well I just don't like the animation programs either. I love Jesus and try to serve Him with all I am becoming more an more like Him daily. I may stumble and I may make a mistake but I can always count on the loving arms of my Jesus and my Heavenly Father to come pick me up again and help me stand. I am not afraid of trying or failing but I am afraid of bragging and doing it on my own. I try to love all people and help all people (sometimes it works and sometimes it doesn't). But even in that God is my all an all. That is who I am. Nothing more and nothing less. What you see is what you get. Like I said at the beginning I am flawed. I am human, and while I am not sinless I am able to sin less and help others to learn how to sin less. God is good. I hope that you enjoy reading the things that I write.
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4 Responses to Moving into 2015

  1. edwardsmd0722 says:

    Sending prayers for you in 2015!

  2. You mean to say you have disengaged from Men of One Accord? It is ok if you have I am still here. 🙂 Let me know when are ready for ministry I have an idea for you. Anyway Prayers and God Bless!

    • leftnfree says:

      Not at all!! I can not disengage from your blog James… My blog reads I still am allowed to keep… it is other stuff… I will let you know when God releases me and we will talk about your ministry idea…

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